Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Where do I begin?

Where do I begin? January 13, 2005? February 28, 2005? March 26, 2005? June 14, 2005? June 13, 2007?

Our life has been crazy. We are still waiting on our little girl to be born. That's a journey in and of itself, I can't give details right now because it's all rather "sensitive". Let's suffice it to say, today has been insane. I've been on the phone most of the day. Gee--I hate to see my cell phone bill. Between my calls and Tracy's calls. I'm so glad that we took the phone from the girls. We can't spare even an extra minute.

I'm just ready for this roller coaster ride to be over. I don't like drama and seems like since May 3rd that's all it's been. Up and down, up and down, up and down...Definately a down day...or would it be an up day since up on a roller coaster encompasses an unknown plundge down. Yeah, that would be today.

I know that when we have our baby girl in our arms things will be much better, until then our life will be one vast unknown. June 25th, that's the day that she'll be here if they have to induce. A little over a week...should I say...12 days...more like alittle under two weeks. Hopefully my nerves can take it.

Everytime the phone rings at work I hold my breath, I'm waiting on a really important phone call. One that will tell Tracy and I what we need to do to get our girl. I hope the phone call comes soon, and is good news.

I hope and I pray...